un: nishizono

[nishizono]

the other guy covered this already but i figure, what can it hurt to ask again? where can i can drugs here. anxiety meds, specifically. no, i don't have anxiety, but i can exhibit similar symptoms from time to time. this is life-threatening, i assure you.

second, because i don't think i can get away with just putting up a "don't fuck with me" attitude when touchy-feelies might actually save lives: i'm a touch-based telepath. yes, it's exactly what it sounds like. no, i can't just shut it off. yes, i won't touch you without permission. no, don't touch me unless i touch you first.

jesus motherfucker this is more words than i've written in years. hi, i'm tetora. i like pizza.

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[nishizono]

so you're saying you're a vegetarian? like, the protesting kind?

[lilithsoul]

Protesting?

[People protested over not liking meat? That sounded like the dumbest thing she could have imagined. Of course, in a post-apocalyptic society, protesting over dietary choices just didn't feel 'important enough.']

No, I simply prefer not to eat it usually.

[nishizono]

long story, don't read. basically they think meat is evil.

[ hilarious, considering people are meat, but he's not going to point out the existentialist humor in it just yet. that's too heavy for first dates. ]

i like bacon, personally. it's got a fun texture to it.

[lilithsoul]

Strange. A predator is not evil for eating meat.

[She simply did not like it. Part of that may have been a distant dislike for the idea of claiming a life capable of thinking, even if simply, for her food. But it didn't especially matter to her. She wasn't going to judge others.

At least this place's diet suited her well.]

[nishizono]

some might say it is, if it has a choice between killing and not killing.

[ hey may or may not be talking about veganism; there's a pretty interesting philosophy behind the argument, even if tetora thinks it stupid. ]

[lilithsoul]

It is basic biology.

[She wasn't going to bother calling them foolish. It seemed unnecessary to add that clarification if they weren't handling basic science.]

[nishizono]

[ he can read between the lines, and pick up on the unsaid thought. still, humans aren't so simple. ]

and what about sentience? is that basic too?

[lilithsoul]

Explain, please.

[There were a few angles he could be going for here, and she didn't want to bother arguing over topics that didn't matter to what the two of them were discussing. Rei wasn't one for assuming unnecessarily, not usually anyway.]

[nishizono]

to kill something is to recognize that things have a life. is that basic to a species or should that count for something more?

[ it's an important distinction, especially since it's not one tetora and his ilk have been afforded by their makers. ]

[lilithsoul]

Sentience is not bound to being human, if that is what you are asking. And sentience is needed for there to be ethical weight. We don't hold a tiger accountable for eating what it must to survive.

[nishizono]

but we can hold a man accountable for murdering fellow man.

it's a pretty compelling argument.

[lilithsoul]

It is futile to hold a beast accountable, just as it is futile to be concerned if you put one down for survival's sake. It is nature. If there is sentience, there is conscious will.

You have a will of your own, as do I. It defines our personhood.

[Congratulations. You found one of the few topics this girl could be verbose on. She'd had a few forays into the personal identity crises with alien beings lately. It was still on her mind.]

[nishizono]

and murder's just part of the big plan, huh.

i can accept that.

[ it's senseless and random, which sounds freeing in its own way. at least it's not the new world order bullshit that has been running tetora's life for the past decade. ]

[lilithsoul]

I do not think I would say that, but it does happen, yes. There is very little in this world that is truly 'planned.'

[But in a sense, it really was pretty senseless and random, at least to her. It rarely had a 'point.']

[nishizono]

[ tetora's home has been all about points, to the point (hah) that it all came to a head in a confounding mess of points and counterpoints that cancelled each other out. it's not a great world to live through. ]

if everything was that simple, i'd be normal.

[lilithsoul]

Existence is both simple, and complicated. Simply being takes little time or effort, but the interaction of different forces always makes things complex. It is why I prefer to remain alone.

Simpler.

[nishizono]

being alone is simple, but do you really think people can be that simple?
we're not made for simplicity, or we would be less... what we're like.

i don't know, man. i just want my pizza.

[lilithsoul]

I have no difficulties, but it appears that many others are unable to function without that sort of complexity. People are strange.

I believe something like that can be done, though I do not know if we have much cheese.

[nishizono]

there's a song about that. ever heard of the doors?

and look, i'll give you my left arm for a proper pizza slice. cheese can be minimal as long as it's good cheese.

[lilithsoul]

[Doors, doors, doors... no, the only doors she knew were the ones you opened.]

No. If it is before the second impact, it was likely lost forever. Please do not give me your arm. I have no use for it, and you will need to speak to the locals about getting milk to make cheese.

[nishizono]

[ what a sad life rei lives. no rock music at all?! ]

okay, hold up. what's the second impact?
and also, did you guys even have music?

...it's a figure of speech.

[lilithsoul]

[Some J-pop had to survive. Ikari-kun had that terrible walkman he listened to all the time. But... yeah, a lot of the good stuff was probably lost forever.

While she was opening up to the idea of mentioning fighting angels, she wasn't quite up to filling in the reality of what happened in her world. Too much classified, too many secrets the angels might somehow overhear. So, back to the old stand-by cover-up story for the second impact.]

We had some, yes. It was a meteorite impact in antarctica. Global devastation followed. I assume your history has nothing about it.

[Nobody's ever seemed to... which was becoming more and more of a concern.]

[nishizono]

[ considering global warming is a thing... ]

not too surprised about that. i figure it's something that'll happen at some point.

i'm just hoping i die before that shit happens, though.

[lilithsoul]

There has always been a risk of it, yes. Survival has not been too difficult. Humanity is resilient.

[nishizono]

humanity is bullshit. they pretend to be gods and then ask for salvation when they fuck it up.

humanity is its own problem.