un: nishizono

[nishizono]

the other guy covered this already but i figure, what can it hurt to ask again? where can i can drugs here. anxiety meds, specifically. no, i don't have anxiety, but i can exhibit similar symptoms from time to time. this is life-threatening, i assure you.

second, because i don't think i can get away with just putting up a "don't fuck with me" attitude when touchy-feelies might actually save lives: i'm a touch-based telepath. yes, it's exactly what it sounds like. no, i can't just shut it off. yes, i won't touch you without permission. no, don't touch me unless i touch you first.

jesus motherfucker this is more words than i've written in years. hi, i'm tetora. i like pizza.

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[justbeingknife]

Yeah. Some of the finest bastards I've ever known.

So this guy ya knew, what was his name?

[nishizono]

kitou. he knew my

[ fuck, how to explain shinji without sounding like a proper nutjob? not that he isn't, but appearances and keeping up with them, you know??? ]

older brother. they were sometimes-allies, then shinji got killed.
i guess i inherited everything else after that.

[justbeingknife]

Inherited? Weren't you an orphan?

[ Or was it one of those sticky situations where Tetora's relatives hadn't wanted to take him in, BOY HOWDY that sure was the best ]

[nishizono]

orphans can't have siblings?

[ he lets that sit for a moment because he's an asshole, oops. ]

i'm kidding. but no, i did have an older brother.
fucker wanted nothing to do with me when i aged out of the system.

at least he was useful for something in the end.

[ he's not bitter about shinji biting it early, nope. not at all. ]

[justbeingknife]

Pretty fuckin' cold.

Even if he ain't want much to do with you, he shoulda offered you a place to stay at least. That's like the bare minimum for someone with the same blood.

[nishizono]

i guess i can say i'm the way i am because he never gave a shit, but that's a lie.
he would've been just as bad if i ended up in his care. i don't know.

i'm just mad he died before i could tell him how much he fucked everything up for everyone. including me.

[ all of this is shinji's fault, if you asked tetora. if he hadn't started double-bluffed everyone, if he hadn't manipulated everyone into the places they ended up taking... it's easier to think that than to claim any responsibility for his own mistakes that led to miwa having to die in the first place. ]