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quietplace2018-02-22 11:56 pm
clussy) wrote in quietplace2018-02-22 11:56 pm
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(Eddie had debated on whether or not to share this piece of information. But what the natives had said weighed on him heavily, and he felt like if he didn't and something were to happen...
He wasn't so sure he could live with that guilt.)
I asked one of the natives if bad things from our homes could come to this place. They said it was possible.
maybe some of you will think I'm crazy. Or the adults won't believe it. The adults in our town didn't believe anything and they didn't want to pay attention to what was happening. they didn't care about all the missing kids. I don't care if you believe it or not. some stuff exists whether or not people want to believe it does. me and my friends took care of it before and we'll do it again if we have to. we made that promise.
our town had this fucked up evil in it. and im not talking hellfire church-evil stuff either. I'm talking like...fear. real fear. maybe even the thing that made Fear
IT knew what you were afraid of. no, not your 'kind of' fears like thinking spiders are gross. i mean the kind of fears you dont even tell your best bud about. the kind of fears you don't even tell YOURSELF about cause the shame's so bad. IT knew you and IT fed off those fears. i guess it liked how kids tasted best when they died in terror
IT ate them too. im not saying it like sucked out their soul. no. IT would
(Eddie has to stop here. To breathe. To focus. He touches his own arm, closes his eyes, and counts.)
i cant explain how you'll know when you'll see IT
you'll feel
like you have to go towards something real bad, real scary
you'll know you shouldn't but you HAVE to...and maybe you'll be lucky like we were
like i was. and be able to get away when the fear gets bad enough.
IT takes the shape of a clown the most when ITS just existing normally. IT only changes when its hunting. IT can come through pictures or sinks or anything. i dont know what ITs limits even were
sometimes IT called ITself Pennywise the Dancing Clown. IT told me its name was Bob Gray when IT talked to me. And sometimes you could hear that carnival sorta music.Sometimes it'd lure you in with the smell of popcorn. IT sometimes had balloons. A lot of balloons. I don't know. It lived in the sewers and
I want to say we beat IT for good but we didn't. i'm not sure if IT can BE beaten.
I dont know if IT'll ever show up here
but don't trust things to be what they seem. don't.
and maybe realize the monsters you know might come here too. please be careful.
He wasn't so sure he could live with that guilt.)
I asked one of the natives if bad things from our homes could come to this place. They said it was possible.
maybe some of you will think I'm crazy. Or the adults won't believe it. The adults in our town didn't believe anything and they didn't want to pay attention to what was happening. they didn't care about all the missing kids. I don't care if you believe it or not. some stuff exists whether or not people want to believe it does. me and my friends took care of it before and we'll do it again if we have to. we made that promise.
our town had this fucked up evil in it. and im not talking hellfire church-evil stuff either. I'm talking like...fear. real fear. maybe even the thing that made Fear
IT knew what you were afraid of. no, not your 'kind of' fears like thinking spiders are gross. i mean the kind of fears you dont even tell your best bud about. the kind of fears you don't even tell YOURSELF about cause the shame's so bad. IT knew you and IT fed off those fears. i guess it liked how kids tasted best when they died in terror
IT ate them too. im not saying it like sucked out their soul. no. IT would
(Eddie has to stop here. To breathe. To focus. He touches his own arm, closes his eyes, and counts.)
i cant explain how you'll know when you'll see IT
you'll feel
like you have to go towards something real bad, real scary
you'll know you shouldn't but you HAVE to...and maybe you'll be lucky like we were
like i was. and be able to get away when the fear gets bad enough.
IT takes the shape of a clown the most when ITS just existing normally. IT only changes when its hunting. IT can come through pictures or sinks or anything. i dont know what ITs limits even were
sometimes IT called ITself Pennywise the Dancing Clown. IT told me its name was Bob Gray when IT talked to me. And sometimes you could hear that carnival sorta music.Sometimes it'd lure you in with the smell of popcorn. IT sometimes had balloons. A lot of balloons. I don't know. It lived in the sewers and
I want to say we beat IT for good but we didn't. i'm not sure if IT can BE beaten.
I dont know if IT'll ever show up here
but don't trust things to be what they seem. don't.
and maybe realize the monsters you know might come here too. please be careful.
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If there's a way in, then there's a way out. No matter if it's a person or something else that brought us here. We'll just have to find it.
I think if I saw IT I'd know. I've faced a lot of scary things before and know how to recognize when I've got that feeling that something's dangerous.
Is IT attracted to people who have more fear than others? Those that would get more scared if they say IT? You said it went after kids and the adults didn't believe you guys, did IT not go after them?
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I hope so. some people dont seem to notice IT at all. Like my friend's entire bathroom was covered from ceiling to floor in blood and her daddy didn't notice at all.
ITs mostly attracted to kids i think because kids are easier to scare and manipulate. We see dark shapes in the closet and think they're monsters, you know? Well not me...but I know kids who do. We're pretty sure its killed adults, or helped anyway. But in different ways. I think it feeds off the hate in adults. But I could be wrong- we never figured it out.
But like there was this club called the Black Spot and Mike's daddy was there when it got burned down to the ground by these freaks in white cloaks who hated the people who lived there. It was a really violent situation and it happened about when the time lines up. which seems to be about every 27-30 years?
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Huh. Well, I'm almost twenty but have more fear than hate. Guess there's only going to be one way to find out but I seriously hope that doesn't happen. [AKA he hopes IT won't show up.
If only timelines mattered here.]
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I seriously hope so too. But i guess if it does happen at least everyone knows what to look for now.
at least kind of anyway.
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Yeah and it seems like a lot of people here believe you too. So you guys wouldn't have to face it alone here.
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im not used to people being so supportive? it's weird
but nice.
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A fear monster that lives in another world isn't too strange after learning that.
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