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quietplace2018-02-22 11:56 pm
clussy) wrote in quietplace2018-02-22 11:56 pm
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(Eddie had debated on whether or not to share this piece of information. But what the natives had said weighed on him heavily, and he felt like if he didn't and something were to happen...
He wasn't so sure he could live with that guilt.)
I asked one of the natives if bad things from our homes could come to this place. They said it was possible.
maybe some of you will think I'm crazy. Or the adults won't believe it. The adults in our town didn't believe anything and they didn't want to pay attention to what was happening. they didn't care about all the missing kids. I don't care if you believe it or not. some stuff exists whether or not people want to believe it does. me and my friends took care of it before and we'll do it again if we have to. we made that promise.
our town had this fucked up evil in it. and im not talking hellfire church-evil stuff either. I'm talking like...fear. real fear. maybe even the thing that made Fear
IT knew what you were afraid of. no, not your 'kind of' fears like thinking spiders are gross. i mean the kind of fears you dont even tell your best bud about. the kind of fears you don't even tell YOURSELF about cause the shame's so bad. IT knew you and IT fed off those fears. i guess it liked how kids tasted best when they died in terror
IT ate them too. im not saying it like sucked out their soul. no. IT would
(Eddie has to stop here. To breathe. To focus. He touches his own arm, closes his eyes, and counts.)
i cant explain how you'll know when you'll see IT
you'll feel
like you have to go towards something real bad, real scary
you'll know you shouldn't but you HAVE to...and maybe you'll be lucky like we were
like i was. and be able to get away when the fear gets bad enough.
IT takes the shape of a clown the most when ITS just existing normally. IT only changes when its hunting. IT can come through pictures or sinks or anything. i dont know what ITs limits even were
sometimes IT called ITself Pennywise the Dancing Clown. IT told me its name was Bob Gray when IT talked to me. And sometimes you could hear that carnival sorta music.Sometimes it'd lure you in with the smell of popcorn. IT sometimes had balloons. A lot of balloons. I don't know. It lived in the sewers and
I want to say we beat IT for good but we didn't. i'm not sure if IT can BE beaten.
I dont know if IT'll ever show up here
but don't trust things to be what they seem. don't.
and maybe realize the monsters you know might come here too. please be careful.
He wasn't so sure he could live with that guilt.)
I asked one of the natives if bad things from our homes could come to this place. They said it was possible.
maybe some of you will think I'm crazy. Or the adults won't believe it. The adults in our town didn't believe anything and they didn't want to pay attention to what was happening. they didn't care about all the missing kids. I don't care if you believe it or not. some stuff exists whether or not people want to believe it does. me and my friends took care of it before and we'll do it again if we have to. we made that promise.
our town had this fucked up evil in it. and im not talking hellfire church-evil stuff either. I'm talking like...fear. real fear. maybe even the thing that made Fear
IT knew what you were afraid of. no, not your 'kind of' fears like thinking spiders are gross. i mean the kind of fears you dont even tell your best bud about. the kind of fears you don't even tell YOURSELF about cause the shame's so bad. IT knew you and IT fed off those fears. i guess it liked how kids tasted best when they died in terror
IT ate them too. im not saying it like sucked out their soul. no. IT would
(Eddie has to stop here. To breathe. To focus. He touches his own arm, closes his eyes, and counts.)
i cant explain how you'll know when you'll see IT
you'll feel
like you have to go towards something real bad, real scary
you'll know you shouldn't but you HAVE to...and maybe you'll be lucky like we were
like i was. and be able to get away when the fear gets bad enough.
IT takes the shape of a clown the most when ITS just existing normally. IT only changes when its hunting. IT can come through pictures or sinks or anything. i dont know what ITs limits even were
sometimes IT called ITself Pennywise the Dancing Clown. IT told me its name was Bob Gray when IT talked to me. And sometimes you could hear that carnival sorta music.Sometimes it'd lure you in with the smell of popcorn. IT sometimes had balloons. A lot of balloons. I don't know. It lived in the sewers and
I want to say we beat IT for good but we didn't. i'm not sure if IT can BE beaten.
I dont know if IT'll ever show up here
but don't trust things to be what they seem. don't.
and maybe realize the monsters you know might come here too. please be careful.
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and with IT, sometimes it makes you just
zone out so bad you dont think either and when i get really scared, i can get really worked up and my friends normally have to get me out of it to get me calmed down enough
im
kind of a pain in the ass
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Using the device will come with practice.
But, I understand. Don't worry. I'll make sure to keep an eye out for you.
<3
And don't say that about yourself! Everyone has their own unique quirks, but that doesn't make you a pain. It's just another reason for your friends to love you and care about you!
After all, mine have to put up with that I have super powers, which is not ALWAYS a good thing, haha. So don't be so hard on yourself! From what I've seen, you're very brave. :)
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Okay. Thanks Supergirl.
i mean if you say so. the whole quiet thing makes me seem a lot more tolerable but believe it or not im pretty shrieky
i'm really not. and yeah ive heard that haivng powers can sometimes backfire majorly on you. idk much about super hero stuff but i can always help if you need anything.
even if it's flight training
especailly if it's flight training
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[preferably they'll make it happen with less life-or-death stakes going on the next time.]