(Maybe everyone deserved a chance to start over. Of course, ironically, Eddie wasn't so generous with that belief with himself.)
I guess youll have time to decide then what you want. Not the worst thing?
(Eddie smiles a tiny bit at that.)
im the same way. i usually talk a mil a minute believe it or not. my best friend, richie, has it way worse though. he's always crackign jokes and things. i think its been hard for him here.
(That was perfect, really.)
yeah. my mom used to tell me i had all this stuff wrong with me so i was taking all kinds of medicine
i think she was afraid of being alone. she wanted me all to herself and she always tried to make me feel like i was a bad boy for leaving her. like i was cruel or something. then shed always make me think i was going to die from everything or get really hurt. im trying really hard not to be that way anymore but i fall back on it a lot and start thinking im sick with stuff im not really sick with
sometimes i hear her nagging at me and that makes it worse too.
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I guess youll have time to decide then what you want. Not the worst thing?
(Eddie smiles a tiny bit at that.)
im the same way. i usually talk a mil a minute believe it or not. my best friend, richie, has it way worse though. he's always crackign jokes and things. i think its been hard for him here.
(That was perfect, really.)
yeah. my mom used to tell me i had all this stuff wrong with me so i was taking all kinds of medicine
i think she was afraid of being alone. she wanted me all to herself and she always tried to make me feel like i was a bad boy for leaving her. like i was cruel or something. then shed always make me think i was going to die from everything or get really hurt. im trying really hard not to be that way anymore but i fall back on it a lot and start thinking im sick with stuff im not really sick with
sometimes i hear her nagging at me and that makes it worse too.